I'm really fucking sick of you shooting down whatever I have to say, especially since I know what I'm talking about when it comes to hondas. I don't give a damn about your piece of shit 4-speed nova or whatever. You haven't researched a quarter as much as I have and you're gonna sit there and try to tell me whats faster in a honda. Give me a fucking break.

Longer geared transmission will be faster? What the fuck ever. Thats NEVER the case. In a quarter mile drag, you wanna get your speed up as quickly as possible by using the most efficient gearing as possible. Hondas make power by revving sky high, so therefore you want a transmission geared to keep you in the high rpm's. If my peak power is 200 at 8k rpm, I wanna be at least around 6k when I upshift. But no, you believe that if you accelerate for longer in 2nd gear, you'll be faster, which will almost always be false. Why do you think people hook up b-series transmissions to h22 motors? Because the h22 transmissions are long and almost drop you out of your power band when you up shift.

Full interior 94 and up integras with a stock h22 motor and transmission run usually 14.2-14.6 on street tires. With the shorter geared b-series transmission, the quarter mile times drop by more than half a second in most cases, which is a big difference. Anybody woud like like drop a half second through a simple transmission switch. But you won't fucking listen to me. Anyone who can put two and two together will understand the concept of faster acceleration means lower quarter mile time. But with you, longer gears equals faster. I can't wait until we both have computers that can run a good racing game so I can show you that I know what makes a car go faster other than fucking power. Its not always about power, its about the tune, the gearing, the suspension, and all the other factors that are involved. But again, you don't fucking listen to me.

And it seems to me that everytime I start to prove you wrong, you switch the subject to something else. Talking about how top fuel dragsters only have 2 gears. I WASN'T FUCKING TALKING ABOUT THAT. I WAS TALKING ABOUT STREET CARS YOU DUMB FUCK. Typical fucking chamoro, can't just listen and take in what someone younger than you has to say. Everyone younger than you is wrong, and you're right. Get the fuck out of your stupid chamoro habits and listen. This is no longer the day and age where kids have to stay quiet. As soon as most kids hit high school, they're really close being smarter than their parents if not smarter already.

But its okay, you're just a drug addict waste case who doesn't look for a job and sleeps all day under the guise of having to take care of the kids when they're gone all day. What the fuck ever man. I thought I was fucking up, but not so much anymore. I guess thats one thing you're fucking good for is making me feel a little better.

This whole fucking family is the same. I wanna change my last name sometimes so I don't have to be a part of this disgrace of a family. Only 2 out of the current lineage actually did something you can say good job too. They don't care about how far I've come in dancing, or what I've done that I'm proud of. All you people care about is me doing something you can brag to your fucking friends about so you can feel good about yourself for those few minutes you're telling them. But if not, you're all about talking shit about me. Are you people still in fucking high school? Still talking shit behind people's backs so you don't have to feel bad about your own short comings? And you fucking wonder why i slice and dice my arm up.

I can't wait to get out of this damn hell hole. I would have preferred to have lived on the streets instead of fucking going through this shit. Here let me break down what you people really are.

Adoptive Father - Drug addict depending on some filipina drug dealer to take care of you
Real Father - Drug addict alcoholic who threatens to kill people
GrandFather - Grumpy old man who talks shit about everyone including his own family
Uncle - Drug User who sleeps all day and is too proud to lower his job standards to support his family
Adoptive Mother - Cream of the crop you could say. Maintained a job and gets her shit done, but is a gold digger
Real Mother - Former Drug addict who doesn't know who to marry

The only adults in this family who i can really say have their shit together and are good people are my sister, my auntie dana, and my grandma. That's it. Everyone else is a waste case.